PALITAW

Unta Hantod sa Hantod na ni.. kani ikaw ug ako..

meron nga bang mga may simula? pero walang katapusan?

mga butang na wala pero naa

mga butang na would never make sense sa uban but makes a whole sense with us.

painfully happy?

happy

so

layo man

do you ever think of me the way i longed for you

do you ever wished for the things that i wished for

do you ever missed all these

?

asa napud ko karon? sa akong kamingaw?

- ring-

my voice shaking

everyday, nangutana ko.. kaya nato ni? what ifs adozen,daghan na kaayo luha… gimingaw napud ko nimo karon lang. I tried to reach your hand, layo kaayo ka. You comforted me with the assurance that you feel the same.

naa lang ko dire, u sed

 

BE STEADFAST

You Said

ikaw akong unang na isip sa akong pagmata

ang sulti nimo

ikaw lang

ikaw akong last naisip sa bago ko matulog

ikaw lang pud

and in our fainted hearts

wala koy lain gi ampo ikaw lang unta

na

we will be together as the sun rises

feets tangled

hearts flying in our togetherness

pero hantod wala pa

ang atong pangarap

hulaton nko ka

pabalik nko sa imo

but for now i will go on holding our dreams

u will always hold the key

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it took me five days to complete this.

not because of anything

but because the photos speak so much of how i feel

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on the fifth day i changed the working title

from extraordinary love to PALITAW

for reasons as mentioned from above

only us will understand

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let me contest that this is not to remind you of how hard it has been for me

but to remind you of how special this is

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iloveyou

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everyday

I would like to thank photobucket, of course kurthalseyislove, your photos have given me an emotional high.

boys

I knew daddy was right when i told me years and years ago that boys are bad..

They will make you love them, adore them, then they will leave your reckless heart broken and sore. After all dad is one of them he should know better right?

fast forward 20 years later.. i knew daddy was right but somehow the evidence against that truth is always so hard to imagine..

i should say i patronize the enemy so much.

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i love them..

i love them so much i have all kinds.

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i have..

1.     the main man

the main man

- one could say that he is the lounging main man haha.. no really in reality he always dresses up pretty much .. unless of course when you have those unguarded moments he looks like that basically..

2. the bestfriends

basically they are the support group who never ever fails to make you smile.. oh i love them..

3. the cotton

the most loyal

the very loyal cotton

4. the future boysss… (ni iya)

ken and iya

5. the twin hearts… my baby boys

sam and moi

wafu’s skin art

alcris with jiro the artist

Alcris has this long time dream of having his skin pierce with dozen needles ( hehe) tattoo po un di acupuncture. So as a valentines gift i searched for my bestfriends tattoo artist barkada jiro to help us out accomplish his dream. And wala! yey.. jiro with his kind heart was more than willing to help us out.. as a result.. last weekend.. was wafus dream completion.

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In an area in edsa central, alcris and jiro mapped out the designs.. i went for a short walk with my girls and when i came back … hala buong katawan na nya ang may design.. i calmly held his hands and ask.. o yan no turning back ha.. i support you all the way pero bat parang ang laki?? Wafu grinned and said.. so?? i laughed..

fine..

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Jiro was a master in his craft.. ang galing.. i grimanced when i saw the needles.. waaaah its outrageously big.. and plenty!!

jiro creating the arm piece, koi.. and sakura

the koi, the sakura was the prettiest little flowers ive seen.. i say the sakura is all mine!

i thought i heard myself giggle when the guys said hala sigaw ng sigaw ang boyfriend mo.. ang sakit sakit kaya.. i said “tsk tsk malamang”

and when i felt wafus fingers gingerly holding my pinkie.. i said kawawa ka naman wafss.. masakit??? he looked at me like im crazy hehehe

the rib piece.. map of the philippines or so i thought (kala ko kasi italy joke wafu peace)

ang baby ko pagkatapos manghina proud sa tattoo nya

its funny the tattoo its cute but i guess my the girl scout / red cross volunteer in me will always consider my blood donation moments if ever i get a tattoo.. hehe.. nakapirma na ako sa donor bank sayang ung mga valuable body parts ko, baka di na tanggapin ng donor bank ewan ko or am i just misinformed? (and alcris dont want me to get one)

this he said is the most painful part.. i salute him for accomplishing this

im not sure kung alin ang picnicturan ko dito ang tattoo or ang kili kili

oh well, im proud of my wafu.. its amazing how he endured that pain and ill forever remind him na pag di sya mag gu gud boy ay tutuklapin ko ang tattoo nyan.. !!

at ako ang nag wagi.. bow. happy valentines darling..

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first of all, sorry about the last post.. i wont be taking it down just yet but i promise to fix the pictures.  ill have those cute ones up as soon as i can escape sleepiness (considering the vitamins and painrelievers im taking these days its a feat to just even think about it).

secondl i cant help but notice how time flies by!!! geezzz well have a grand vacay for the next few months before moving somewhere in the carribean (chos)…

third, i just viewed my 14 year old brothers friendster account and lo and behold.. i realized my brother is emo.. plastered there big and bold was the worlds.. NOBODY LOVES ME.. i dont know maybe he is making a statement or something its definitely not cute but wafu said thats the ways of the young these days. I just wanna let him know… SAM>> i love you even if you have that deep voice now and that armpit hairs. =( and i love your twin brother too.. hehe

not this emo, the darker one (which calls out for all your attention)

– i received this wonderful, email, well it speaks truth… very informative specially for my lovely ladies.. single ladies.. heres the quip wanna share it here too.

To all my girls:

75 truths about how to deal with a man … esp. the 75th..
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want
you, nothing can make him stay.

2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.

3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man’s character, leave him
alone.

4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that’s not meant to
be.

6. Don’t force an attraction.

7. Slower is better.

8. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly
happy.

9. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you
deserve then heck no you can’t “be friends.” A friend wouldn’t mistreat
a friend.

10. Have faith in God regarding your relationship, but don’t let faith
make you stupid. God does things decent and in order.

11. Don’t settle.

12. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

13. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship–take that as a
BIG sign that he is unstable. Do you really want to be with a man like
that?

14. Don’t stay because you think, “it will get better.” You’ll be mad at
yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

15. Honorable men take care of their business and aren’t involved in a
whole lot of mess.

16. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

 17. There’s only one ‘reason’ a man dumps you; he doesn’t want you.

18. Avoid men who’ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different
women. He didn’t marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he
treat you any differently?

19. You really do have to kiss a few frogs before finding the prince.

20. Always put yourself and your happiness first.

21. Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

22. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers
you, speak up.

23. Like from the show Sex and the City, if he doesn’t call, he just
isn’t that interested.

24. Be honest and up-front.

25. Know when to cut the cord; don’t be strung along.

26. Don’t fall for the “I’m confused role”. Remove yourself from the
situation to let him figure things out (but don’t wait for him, move
on).

27. If you want to have a clue as to how he will treat you, watch how he
treats the WOMEN in his family (not just mom).

28. There’s more than physical abuse, there’s emotional and mental
abuse. If he causes any of them…flee.

29. You cannot change a man’s behaviors. Change comes from within.

30. Don’t let him place rules on you that he is not willing to follow
himself — double-standard.

31. Don’t EVER make him feel he is more important than you are…even if
he has more education or is in a better job.

32. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more ~
nothing less.

33. Demand respect and if he can’t give it, he can’t have you!

34. Don’t compete with other women, but be aware that men are attracted
to what they see.

35. If you think he is cheating, he probably is. Confront him right away
and if you feel he’s lying, let him go.

36. Actions speak louder than words.

37. Never let a man define who you are.

38. Never rely on a man for compliments, look to yourself for that.

39. Never borrow someone else’s man.

40. If he cheated with you, he’ll cheat on you.

41. Just because he says he loves you, doesn’t mean that he won’t hurt
you ~ and it doesn’t mean that you are meant to be with him.

42. To use painful hard-won wisdom — ‘get it right’ the next time.

43. Know that you deserve to be the number one person in the life of the
# 1 person in your life.

44. Love is a verb …

45. Learn to give up your lifelong task of trying to make someone
unavailable-available, someone un-giving-giving, and someone
unloving-loving.

46. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

47. All men are NOT dogs.

48. You should not be the one doing all the bending…compromise is a
two way street.

49. If you don’t love yourself…you can’t love anyone else.

50. You cannot mend someone else’s broken heart.

51. You need time to heal between relationships…there is nothing cute
about baggage…deal with your issues before pursuing a new
relationship.

52. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you…a relationship
consists of two WHOLE individuals…look for someone complementary…not
supplementary.

53. Dating is fun…even if he doesn’t turn out to be Mr. Right.

54. NEVER give more in a relationship than you are getting out of it.

55. Never become your man’s “therapist”.

56. When actions and words conflict, believe the actions. Respond to the
actions.

57. A real healthy relationship requires two people. One person can end
it – but it takes two to make it work.

58. Don’t fall for the “I’m not the loving type”…when a man loves you
there is nothing in this world (within reason) that he wouldn’t do for
you.
59. Make him miss you sometimes…when a man always know where you are,
and you’re always readily available to him he takes it for granted.

60. Give him his space…let him go out with his boys, don’t pressure
him to spend time with you. You can’t force a man to hang out with you.

61. If you wouldn’t allow your daughter to be with him, you shouldn’t.

62. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

63. Never move into his mother’s house.

64. Provide financially for yourself and don’t depend on anyone.

65. Never co-sign for a man.

66. Never believe you have the perfect guy and he is so innocent.

67. Never spoil your man; let him spoil you.

68. Never let a man mess up your credit.

69. When it’s time to let go, let go.

70. Good men should be treated like good men.

71. Don’t play games.

72. You can’t make a whore into a housewife – or husband.

73. Don’t fully commit to a man who doesn’t give you everything that you
need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

74. Compatibility in terms of educational attainment, values, beliefs,
personal and career goals, and socioeconomic status, are important.

75. Never date a guy who wears colored contacts.

another year of blessed freedom

nothing poshier than this

Single – Unmarried (im here!!); Never Married ( all of us here!!); Not Involved (some of us); Involved but no plans of marrying yet (some of us again)

How do you define single? hmmm definitely not lonely!! as proven and tested and definitely enjoyed by these girlfriends.

Theres freedom to go where we wanna go.. freedom to choose the clothes we wanna wear. Freedom to get the men that we want AND/OR go home to the man who wants us. Freedom to break and mend hearts..

but of course our choice to be in the company of single wonderful ladies (and ladies by heart hehe)

Don’t treat me to the things of this world
I’m not that kind of girl
Your love is what I prefer, what I deserve
Is a man that makes me, then takes me
And delivers me to destiny, to infinity and beyond
Pull me into your arms
Say I’m the one you own
If you don’t, you’ll be alone
And like a ghost I’ll be gone

 

I’m known to walk alone
But I’m alone for a reason
Sending me a drink ain’t appeasing
Believe me
Come harder this wont be easy
Don’t doubt yourself trust me you need me
This ain’t a shoulder with a chip or an ego
But what you think they all mad at me for

 

heres to another year of blessed freedom, another year of spending on things that are worthlessly worthless, but who cares? were single and happy. We love those guys (and apparently they love us too!! sawap diba??)  and most importantly we love ourselves and for the sake of this post we love CHE LU …

this post is for all my single gurlfriends… who ruled the world with me. HappY NEW YEAR and continue to mezmerize all the men (SINGLE, TAKEN AND ALL IN BETWEEN)…

to my other girlfriends, ara, ghen, cese, goldie, wendy, din, eloi , jhanie, miann and nette miss you and continue to be single (bwehe)

to my married friends: well, its another year to be happy too, i guess .. joke lang =)

 

ynan and mj

billboard worthy:

ang siste, dapat pagbasakin ang regimeng dingdong at marian

Photo Party

Monday, (or tuesday) dawn

sala san juan

 

ano ba ito. Lunes na lunes nasa house ako. I got to the office early kahit i feel na masakit ang sikmura ko.. yep after that oily fatty and all girls night out eto ako at may IMPACHO..

rewind 2 days earlier: its our teams xmas party and we didnt lack on food.. we had all of the rich and famous would have (chos). No honestly we had lechon (thanks to cy’s parents who flew it in from davao), 3 kinds of pasta in bilao, a lot of lechon manok,liempo at mang tomas.. it was a high blood patient’s worse nightmare.

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we all have our moments and since we had nothing much to do, we decided it was our moment to pose.. POSE as in POSE for the camera.. so in the spirit of xmas nag posing galore kami.

I have to say. In my many many years on earth this so far is the group na pinaka adik sa camera!!

ang mga pinagpala

at the end of the night it turned out to be an all girls night..

indoor pool (not only best westerns finest but also the coldest!)

it was so cold umahon ang sirena at naghanap ng jacket

ynan, hmm simula palang yan...

ayan na ....

single is sexy, so double is sexier

you might wonder where i am all this time..

eto ako nangangarap din maging isang sirena...

more photos here on this link:

e com team anna

PLAID FEVER, that 70′s look

The recently held Xmas bash at the fort bonifacio turnout to be not so intense. I was excited pa naman.

My personal stylist (he goes also by the monicker, my boyfriend, my bestfriend, sikat na sikat sa blog nato) has been planning on a shopping spurlge for me for the longest time. I let him do this part of this relationship. You see im the roll out of bed in the morning type and put on i wanted and go type na girl. Alcris Ian however will go out of his way to dress me up..

I flocked rustan with him doting on the fact na alam ko di ako mapapagod kakapili ng damit magsusukat nalang ako yun nalang eh.. he chose this plaid PINK! Manila dress, and wala i was ready for the party (not to mention pa pala he chose the shoes and the accesories to go with it).

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It was a cute turnout really or so to say. CYRUS AND ZELLE CAME IN SHADES OF RED PLAID TOO! So imagine the fun all of us had taking the photos.. ganun pala ang maging celeb minsan di mo malaman kung sang camera ka lilingon (KNACKS), joke lang! lahat lang talaga kami may camera haha…

so in the spirit of plaid and that 70′s look heres the pics of the plaid people in the ps intensity party.

we painted the town plaid

red carpet turn out

shsss may camera din sa taas!

this proves mga artistahin kami, see how we got confuse which camera to focus on?

isa pa sa taas!!!!!

oh diba!!! feel na feel namin ang pagiging chessboard fanatics!

thanks to my personal stylist for the support (bow nko nimo dong!!), cy and zelle for celebrating red and plaid with me, kibi for the pictures and pinikpikan for that native touch (mabuhay ang pilipinas)

oh yeah

CODENAMES and RED

Code Names	Wishes
asera	album: 1′s or destiny’s fulfilled by destiny’s child, butterfly,daydream or rainbow by mariah carey
palaka	godiva chocolate/chocolate covered macadamia nuts from hawaii
dyllan	ipod nano latest edition pouch – systhentic or velcro
lucky	regine low key cd and bench item
dyosa	starbucks water bottle
purplegirl	USB Optical Mouse (OP2098)  P180 or U+P Optical Mouse (OP803)–P180 PQI Traveling Disk 1GB (I231) -Flash Disks –230 @CDRKING check drking.com total P410
succubus	Victoria‘s Secret Sweet Temptation Body Mist & Cream / Make-up kit with Case
asero	White bag from human, pants human not so skinny – size 29-30
amargo	big beanie pillow (stall in glorietta near schu/mcdo)
lioness	Maybelline Angelfit Foundation (Natural beige) / Bobson green skinny jeans Size 29.
roxy winters	havaianas slim (size 37-38) with gold slim strap
britney	bench brown overhauled bag
salome gubat	victoria secret lovespell  body mist

 

Finally a completed wish list for ANNAHEIM, its a hit actually how we came up with the code names and everyone got confused over the wishes..

Some are readily obvious.. take for example purple girl.. well not one in the team is obviously obsessed over purple than MJ, plus she mentioned how she would ask for better computer parts.. at well ung iba inamin nalang talaga.. like cy and gead..

We recently held the red party .. intensity red at the fort bonifacio open field, and although the bands that played were not really the greatest.. (saligumay liway anyone??) … bongga naman ang mga dress at outfits namin!!

kookie, cy and zelle (straight from new yorks prep school ala gg xoxo)

BLOODY RED:

annaheim in red and plaid

and of course this:

i make red blush

 

pero na iiba talaga ang annaheim dahil sabi ni Ynan:

PWE!!! mag red kayo mag – blablack ako!!!

with matching beer in wine baso

oh diba grabe ang redness mamula mula talaga..we will be having our exclusive team party again this saturday and i cant wait for the turn out.. not only with the food but with the codenames too.